hmmm...

im bored tonight so i thought maybe its a good time to write a blog. about what exactly? i dunno.

life has been pretty slow the past few days which i cant necessarily say is a bad thing. I started my externship for my Dog Obedience training although i am still waiting for my coordinator to find my mentor which is proving to be a bit hard for her with my schedule =( I am really excited though.

The kids are coming in about 2ish weeks and im stoked! i miss them so much but i am not looking forward to having them all day plus the girls i take care of so i really really hope they work with me and not against me. I do hope whenever i am exhausted that eddie sees that and gives me a little bit of a break although he is pretty good about it for the most part =P

I have come to the conclusion that i need cario exercise so starting tomorrow (i hope) i will start going to the gym and starting off slowly with it. I really havent done any cardio in, crap i dunno, almost 4 years? Fuck, its been awhile. I see a lot of friends doing the Couch to 5K program so i think i might give it a try. I will have to see how it goes because i HATE running and it physically hurts my body but i need to do something about this weight. Its just getting ridiculous. I need all the motivation in the world right now for it though.

I miss my father a lot. I know i havent seen him in 2 weeks but still. Im a daddy's girl and he is the only parent i have and we are basically attached at the hip. He really is the best father in the world. I just wish i could see him more often that i do but i know that it is partially my fault that i dont see him more in the first place. i will work harder to see him more. i promise!

My husband.... Oh Lord how i want to punch you just because...(i know you are probably reading my blog so why not write to you.) I are an asshole, there is no doubt about it but you have no idea how much i love you. you really need to quit talking so much shit to me though... it does get annoying and sometimes SOMETIMES i really REALLY want you to talk sweet to me because SOMETIMES thats exactly what i need but you sometimes dont get it.So here it is. get it now??? =P I do love you though and you mean the world to me. you are my best friend. remember that!

alright, i think i will end it there. until later blogworld. tootles!